Memories of Matsuko directed by Tetsuya Nakashima is about the life of Matsuko Kawajiri as her nephew, Sho, pieces together her past after she is murdered. The film uses music to tell pieces of the story, but it isn’t a conventional musical. The movie focuses on the men in Matsuko’s life, starting with her father. As a child, Matsuko saw that her father favored her sister, Kumi, and was often sad because of her illness. Matsuko craved her father’s attention and when her and her father went to an amusement park, she learned how to obtain it. They saw performers on stage making funny faces and Matsuko decided to make the same face in order to make her father smile. During the scene at the amusement park, the song that is playing is Candy Tree by Rin Oikawa. The song is cheery for the first few lines. Oikawa sings about this perfect place but then the song takes a bit of a dark turn. She sings about not being proud, and that she never found what she dreamed of, but even though things were not as expected, she would continue to go forward and look for her “prince charming”. I think this song represents Matsuko’s story.
Matsuko and her father seem to maintain a decent relationship until an incident that happened while she was a junior high teacher. Due to the actions of her student, Yoichi Ryu, a chain of events led to her having to leave her job as a teacher. Even though Matsuko had good intentions, she lost everything she cared about. Long after the incident, Matsuko met her brother at the same amusement park she had gone to with her father as a child. A girl group on the stage sings USO by Risa Ai during this scene. Her brother asks her what she wants and she tells him that she wants nothing. He then asks her if she is living with a man and she tells him that she is living with a writer that’s kind. After this, the girl group is shown as they sing “Liar! Liar! Liar!”, which I thought was clever since none of the things Matsuko told her brother were true. Before Matsuko and her brother part, she learns of her father’s death. When her brother has walked away, the lyrics in the song playing are “What do I need to do to earn your love?” and then Matsuko is shown singing the next line “Please tell me”.
Matsuko returns home to her boyfriend, Tetsuya, with the money she was given and he beats her. Later, Matsuko finds the words “Forgive me for being born” written on a piece of paper and Tetsuya is not there. She runs outside in the rain and when she finds Tetsuya, she watches as he is hit by a train. Six months after, Matsuko becomes the mistress of Taeko Okano, a writer that considered Tetsuya his rival. When Matsuko is with Okano, the song that plays is Happy Wednesday by Miki Nakatani. The song is very cheery, and Matsuko acts as if her life is perfect, but in reality it’s not. Okano eventually leaves Matsuko and reveals that he didn’t love her and had only wanted what Tetsuya had. After Okano leaves she cries and has flashbacks of events from her past as the song Walking on Springtime by Barbara Borra plays. This song also plays later on after she killed a man and she decided to end her life too but changed her mind.
When Matsuko goes to prison, What is a Life by Ai is sung by the women in prison. This scene plays out like a scene in a conventional musical. The song is about wanting to live for love and Matsuko looks forward to her love life after she gets out. While in prison, she becomes friends with Megumi Sawamura. Megumi plays a major role in helping Sho understand who his aunt was. In one scene, Candy Tree plays in the background and Megumi tells Sho, “Every little girl dreams of being Snow White, Cinderella, of living in a fairy tale. Then we wake up one day and see our white swan has become a black crow. One life is all we get. If it’s a fairy tale, it’s a cruel one”. I enjoyed this quote, and I thought it went well with the song. Later on in the film when Matsuko is living alone, the trash bags in her room turn to black birds and I was reminded of this quote.
Something to mention is that the song Feeling Good by Michael Buble often plays when Megumi or Ryu are in a scene. The song seems to coincide well with their lifestyles. Ryu was an interesting character in the film. He comes back into Matsuko’s life years after being responsible for her losing her job and he becomes her lover, but he’s also a yakuza. Also, while watching the film I noticed that Matsuko said, in romanized form, “Aishiteru” towards Ryu at one point and this immediately jumped out at me. It means “I love you”, but from what I have always heard it is rarely used since it’s the utmost level of affection and is usually only used for special occasions. Another interesting thing is that when Ryu is in prison, he is told “God forgives the sinful and loves them unconditionally” so he decided that Matsuko is his God.
The last thing I want to touch on is the jpop band that is mentioned in the film. The band in the film is Hikaru Genji, and they are named after the main character of The Tale of Genji by Murasaki Shikibu, which is a pretty good book. My seventh grade history teacher recommended it to me, so it’s been a while since I’ve read it. Anyway, Matsuko became infatuated with one of the members in this band. Most of the men in her life treated her poorly, and so I could understand why she became obsessed with an idol. They are portrayed as perfect beings and they try to maintain a clean image. Matsuko saw him as this perfect man and she sent him a letter, but like all the men in her life, he let her down, even though Matsuko never met him. This made me feel really sad for Matsuko. This movie in general was sad, but it’s probably one of the best films I’ve ever watched.